One of my favorite songs he wrote is “Thinking of You” an Owl City-sound alike song. I decided to make this fanart out of it, based on the lyrics. You can listen to it here.
I’m at this point again where I really feel like nothing makes sense and I don’t want to do anything… :/ It all just sucks, so bad. What is letting go and lifting it all to God? More importantly, what should I do now? How do I become better? I can’t just stay here. How do I live again? Please. Help me help myself. -_- Help me live in the best way possible, making the most out of every moment…
Billions of people around the world…some they die and some are born. People everywhere…they smile, and they weep. And they ask. They see life beyond. They see what’s going to come eventually. They see ideals forsaken, and people ending up broken.
And in the end, I can say that the most sensible answer is love. To love in spite of the questions, and imperfections. To love….and to be loved. To rest in the unending grace of God. To have hope.
I don’t know what to do. Sometimes I don’t feel like I’m okay. I still feel like a caterpillar…a sapling…but with time I will grow. I won’t give up….my Daddy isn’t giving up on me, either.
Borrower, human being, living thing
Life, little, beautiful as spring
Fragile, yet striving to make it through
I wonder if you would mind if I carry you?
Your weight and your struggles, I will make a way,
On my shoulder, for as long as you’d like, you can stay
I’ll be your friend and the answer to it all,
Just trust and hold on, I won’t let you fall.
Each day, I choose to think that I become a better person.. There is no guilt. There is nothing to be ashamed of. The past is gone, and is now made into something glorious.
And in the future, a promise is waiting. It’s an amazing promise, one filled with much hope. At the same time, we may feel inadequate and fearful, but it’s far more than being about us.
And I will wait..thankful for what I am, who I am, and what I have.